ROCK out for Jesus/ Talk is cheap, time for ACTION

Love this pic.. Me and Tyler being crazy.. I want to be that crazy Mom more.
Hello all Wow what a weekend!! Boys are still sick I “think” Parker is getting better, Tyler not so much, I am going to call the nurse today on Tyler and see what is going on with him, wondering if he has an ear infection, hope not.. that is for sure… anyways.. the Hansen house is still being sprayed with disinfectant all the time and I am trying to kill those germs, and pray each day for God to get our family well… in His timing right?
So this weekend Friday night, I went karaoke with some friends of mine.. and I sang a song I have not sang in at least 3 to 4 years.. and let me tell you.. I will say I rocked it.. I realized how much I miss that, how much I miss the rocker that is inside me.. why should I settle for the coffee house kind of thing when that is just not me? And no I am not saying there is ANYTHING wrong with coffee house style. I know there is a rocker inside of me, and that is what I realized that night, that I need to start on that path of well Rocking out for God.. who says Christians can’t rock, I know I sure don’t!!! So I have made yet another goal and looking forward to this.. I Krizty Hansen will ROCK for Jesus!! I am going to work on this from the inside out.. watch out world!! And if you want ask me about this, so you can keep me on this path and motivated and well in check.. I need that… I don't know I just feel like there is something shut up in side me, been there for many years.. just pleading to come out... Scared what might happen, I will say a little bit, but you know what.. God has my back, not only him but my family and friends do to...
I am going through a lot of growing it seems, and it hurts at times.. you realize things that are hard to realize and God helps you take a long look at them and figure out how to get pass some things..In my quite time I am really learning how to pray and feel a connection to God, that He is actually there and hears me.. OH WHAT A FEELING!!! Right now I am STILL wondering why I have had this dream for well as long as I can remember and I am sitting at a desk, as an admin.. maybe I should be admin by day and rock it out by night… hum …. But seriously, my desires of my heart is to be at home with kids and to be a musician and somehow get paid for it, do I want to be on a huge stage and be the next Third Day.. not really, that would be cool, if that is God plan SWEET!! I just want to do something I enjoy and have the passion for. I don’t like being away from my kids doing something I don’t really have passion for… So all that being said.. time to get off my “bump” and start doing something about this—practice, sing every chance I get, and network. I guess I am just tired of talking about it.. and I know people are tired of hearing about it… well right here right now, if you are reading this, know… God put this passion in my heart for a reason it is time I do something about it. Talk is cheap… so time for some action!!!!
You know when you look in the mirror and you want to see what is inside you just ready to burst out.. you are just scared to take the steps? Well when I look in the mirror I see someone who is just walking through life at times. Yes God is working on me, I am changing, and loving this journey now, but I still at times have this feeling that there God has something more for me out there… Don’t get me wrong, I am so thankful for my family, friends, and job and such… I just really feel a change coming on and can’t wait.. I am ready… what I need to do is focus on what I can do now about what I want to do in the future. When my kids are in school I don’t want to come back to an admin job for the rest of my life.. I want to do something I am passionate about I know there are may different ways of doing this, I just need to hit the ground running.. I pray God keeps me motivated and I don’t get distracted my LIFE, may I use my time wisely and keep this fire burning in me.
I am not even sure this post made sense but when I started this I made a promise to myself I would post everything… including rambling thoughts..
As for food and weight, have not weighed in today.. did work out,, walked two miles! As for food, kind of lost that battle this weekend but you know what today is a new day..!! I need to focus my emotions on my music and other things than food… so an emotional eater it is NUTS!!! More tomorrow..!!!
Krizty’s thought for the day – When you look in the mirror and you don’t see what you want, who says you can’t change that? You have God on your side, what else do you need?