Hello all, well yesterday there was really nothing that went on, oh wait.. Tyler was up at 3:30 am we are not sure if he ever went back to sleep, but about 6:30am Joshua wakes me up saying he needs my help and heads to Tyler’s bathroom, I get up and follow and what a surprise I find.. My dear son Tyler, had been a busy little boy. He used pretty much an entire tube of toothpaste to “decorate” his bathroom, toothpaste was all over the mirror, sink and wall… looking back at least the toothpaste smelt like berries, Ha! And he also got everything that was below the sing (he never messes with) got all that out and had a time. So that is how we started our day out yesterday.. but it got better. The boys and I went to bible study and it was a good time. Then about 1pm Joshua’s Mother came to get Tyler for a night and day at their house, so about two Parker and I took a nice nap and I caught up on my shows. After that we had dinner than I was off to worship practice. I came home and watch AI… it was pretty good, I kept falling sleep though.. so did not see everyone… so we will so who goes tonight I did not vote this week, so I hope mine are safe. I slept pretty good, woke up about 7:30am and Parker was up and hungry and ready to eat.. you know he is so freaking cute.. So while getting ready Joshua had the TV on VH1.. all I have to say is WHY do people think they need to be showing so much freaking skin come on people.. it is not about your body, it SHOULD be about the music.. I think that is where we as a society have lost the vision on music… it is all about how you look not really how you sound… that is sad.. hope that changes.. really do.
So I am in a really weird place right now.. I seem to be just floating through life, and really don’t like that feeling, I WANT to get my feet back on the ground and I am working on that.. thanks to everyone for the encouraging FB post and emails.. means a lot.. I know this too will pass but come on… really…… ? I just typed a lot of stuff out and deleted after reading it, thought it might come across wrong.. moving on..
So there is a place by my work were there are men standing there waiting for someone to drive by that need people to work for them.. I am not sure how that works with the pay and on the books and stuff but I hope they are getting paid and it is all legal. Anyways, there was a truck that drove up and people just ran to the truck, so many people you could not even see the truck anymore till they drove off.. it was just so sad to watch to know that your income comes from how fast you can find a job and how many jobs you can do..Man… thought Hello Krizty, BUCK UP… your life is not bad at all… it was like as my hubby said.. a flock of hungry pigeons but only one piece of bread.. man..
I am really missing my kids… I miss Tyler so much, he will be gone for 1.5 days till I see him next going to see him about 6pm tonight… although he can be a serious handful I sure do miss the guy. I still can not wrap my head around him turning 3 on Monday.. I know.. that is crazy…
Maybe my main issue is that Time is flying and I feel like I am missing out somehow.. so how to fix that? Stand up and get in the game.. stop watching on the side lines.
Krizty thought for the day--- I am ready to play!!!
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