Update.. kind of freaking..

Man these last two weeks have been LONG. I don’t know if you know or not but I am suppose to have surgery on my knee on Monday and kind of freaking, but I “know” that God has me and the surgeon’s hand and He is going to guide my doctor to do what needs to be done. This is my first surgery that I actually have to go “under”. I have faith that all will go well and although it will be a while till I am back at the park running. I will get this issue fixed with this surgery and a month of physical therapy. I am still struggling with guilt and feeling all this is my fault. This could not have happened at a worse time.. well I guess it could be “worse” but this will set us back from our plans and that REALLY does frustrate me. I have got to stop listening to the lies of Satan saying that it is my fault and I get rid of this guilt.
Last week was rough and really busy, Joshua and I did not do WW (weight Watchers) last week and we could tell. Our bodies were getting use to the good for you food and not welcoming the fast food so we are back on WW starting yesterday. Good news on the WW front I have lost 12 lbs.. YEAH!!! So there is that. And we are back on track.
There seems to be blah over our house. With Joshua having to do EVERYTHING around the house and taking care of EVERYONE this is wearing on him and I hope he only has about a week more left of it. While my knee junk has been going on, our kids have gotten sick, causing Tyler to be up most the night Sunday night and Parker was up most of the night last night. (When the kids get up because of my bum knee Joshua gets up with them.) Not last night as much I got up a few times with Parker. This all started Sunday night. We think and pray that Tyler’s is just allergies and he is on meds for those but as for Parker we are not sure. Joshua is at the doctor with him now to see what is going on.

Update on the boys—Tyler is doing great… he is growing up so fast his first theaters experience will be tomorrow. We are going to take him to see Toy Story 3, I am not sure who is more excited Joshua and I or Tyler. Parker besides being sick is doing great.. He is rolling all over the place and grabs anything he can get his hands on… he is VERY curious. He looks like he will be crawling any day now and boy will that make for an interesting house hold.